it's so funny how some times i'm just so set in my ways. i only see the things i want to see. like i think things can only be one way and not any other. i never thought i could make a post that wasn’t just a daily post— which is to say make a post about a topic outside of the big daily post on the same day. I don’t know why. maybe because writing the daily post has at times been such a sissyphian task i don't want to add more work. i’ve been reading Tavi Gevinsons old blog and it seems so much more free. I look on her Instagram and it kind of makes me sad because now she’s kind of just a normal girl. everything falls towards the normal. i’m sure there is a scientific term for it. fashion seemed to be more fun back then too.

i think it makes sense that i'm interested in fashion at this point in my life for two reasons: everybody fucking dresses the same AND i don't know who the fuck i am, and there's nothing easier than finding a new identity through changing your clothes.

in short: it's time for me to step in.

i've been really in love with these diesel pornostar sunglasses as seen on diego maradona (which led me down a maradona k-hole; the GOAT knew how to pull a fit)

the pornostars are definitely my holy grail, but impossible to find, really. i got recommended these sort of similar proto glasses on eyebuydirect but theyre a little too big i think and the color i want them in is sold out (boo!!!)

i'm really into soshi otsuki suits right now, i feel like a pair of pornostars would go so well with these looks.

it reminds me of these photos of takeshi kitano in busan

i'm in a very patrick bateman time of my life.

right now i'm looking really crazy though. i have tinsel in my hair and i'm wearing these vera wang glasses that i got off ebay. i'm clearly interested in unconventional lenses but only thin ones, i'm not really interested in big frames anymore, frankly i find them a little corny. i'm a sunglass addict though and want to buy a pair like the proto/pornostars and get prescriptions put in at the chinatown spot. it would be so cool to have a pair of pornostars with red lenses. it all sounds like a pipe dream though, all i wear are jeans and t-shirts, and i mainly shop at rainbows, but that doesn't mean i can't evolve a little. also i really need to clean my closet.

and i'll leave it there, because i could talk forever about looks that i want to pull or other peoples clothes, but i need to actually try to style myself a little better. i mean tavi made it seem so fun, and it wasn't about the labels, it was finding inspiration from the designers but executing it with what you had on hand. wish people would go back to that.